Two Weeks of the life of a Stage Four Rectal Cancer Patient in Chemotherapy Treatment--Day Twelve, Thirteen, and Fourteen
Day 12 My leg is still painful and I'm still nauseated--it's getting so I feel better much later than I used to. So, still no teaching POUND today for me. Not much else happened today except schooling--both for me and the kids because of my pain and because I was so bummed about not being able to do POUND. The kids were able to get to their activities (that is, if they didn't act up, which Baby Boy decided to do). Parenting is hard sometimes. I want to be "the best mom ever," yet fail to reach that goal more often than not. Besides, my idea of the best mom isn't the same as theirs. They think it's getting everything they want no matter what, and I think it's just not yelling at them for the day. That sounds like a yell a lot. I don't... really... well... not all the time. Just when they're yelling at each other so loud that I can't help but yell to get them to knock it off. I think I need a better method because, yes, while I can m...
